Does my soul wish to go to hell?
January 6th, 2009
From a christian standpoint, satan (whether you belive he is a literal red dude with horns or not) Tries to trick people into being content with the things of the world, the current situation, or believe they cannot get out of them, and because people have problems that they belong in hell, without being able to progress, however that is not what god believes, who ultimately dictates where your soul goes. Unfortunately we often make mistakes and stray away from gods love, and make bad decisions, but fortunately, Jesus broke through this with his own sacrifice so we do not have to be seperate from god, who is love, which is happiness, no matter of the sins you have committed, or how bad you feel about yourself, or what anyone else feels or says about you.
It sounds like you may be a little depressed over losing a girl you really cared about, or you are just a little depressed over other things, which is very common. After losing my first love in highschool, I was pretty bummed out for a long time. I felt like I would never feel the same about another person again. But over time, these feelings dissipated and I was able to be myself again, and enjoy dating,getting dumped, being bummed out and dating again(thats highschool for most people).
I used to smoke to try to get rid of stress, and to "smite the establishment" too because I was confused, But it ended up biting me in the behind. Trying to stifle pain with smoking or drinking or drugs just makes things come back stronger and more painful. If you can don't do dumb stuff like that like I did, it will make you stronger not to, and you will be happier.
If you feel like you are depressed for more than a week or so, I would suggest talking to a counsellor, or therapist. They can really work you through some stuff, and its always good to have some advice from someone who knows alot about that stuff (I guarantee you are not the first dude to talk to them about the problems you are having). Don't feel bad about going either, I saw a counsellor during a really hard time in my life and it really helped me get back on track. Most people(especially celebrities) have gone to counselling so definetly don't feel bad about seeing somebody.
If you seek progression, I'm pretty sure your soul seeks the other way, just don't let doubt's and disapointments trick you otherwise.
God bless
so better ask your soul if it wishes to go to hell.
i think you're just deeply hurt
give yourself healing time
you'll live and be wiser (maybe)
God chastens those he loves
Read John 6-44
Fornication is sin, and you feel remorse, thats a good thing, your soul dose not want hell, you want Christ!
Read also Rom 10-9,10
Blessings
Darcy
What I think is that you are lonely. You try to satisfy you loneliness through outlets that other people you age you. I sorry that is not you solution. Who every hurt you, let say that I am sorry that you were ever put in such heart ache.
Going to hell, will not make you stronger. Seek out pain is cowardly. One only get stronger from the trials and tribulations that come to pass not what is brought upon one's self. That just foolishness.
Sorry if this may offend you.
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